I sought answers in a variety of religious and esoteric practices – many of which are widely accepted, but not considered mainstream. However, this did not address the question of finding “the meaning of life”. I continued in the aforementioned practices to no avail. Additionally, I heard the “Gospel” of Jesus Christ, that of his death, burial, and resurrection as the atonement for my unregenerate condition, but I rejected this message, concluding that it was not relevant to my current existential pursuits.